hello and welcome to me...

There was this thought that I had and I forgot I had it and it flittered itself away.

I have been very good today, stopping in and saying hello to some of you. Hello again!

I want to get in to the habit of writing down more of the intricate thoughts that I have, even if it's just to store them away for another time.

I am unhappy in my relationship just at this day in time. You know how sometimes you can feel forgotten? How sometimes you can feel overlooked and under appreciated.

But oh I love. Mucho love for us.

At that point where I need to love me and make those decisions where I check my attitude (damned attitude), where I sit down a moment (just a minute or two) and reflect on just how I am acting and whether that is attractive at all!

Oh ugly attitude, why won't you be beautiful.

But you know how sometimes you can think that you are not what the other person ultimately wants?

And that saddens you?

Depresses you?

Makes you feel worthless?

No body wants me and I don't like worms but it seems I am off to the garden to find some to eat...

Self worth, self love. It is a difficult concept when those you love the most don't seem to love you the same.

It is a perception I have, as I say, just this moment. And I needn't to write it down, sometimes I can't quite put my finger on it, I forget.

Now I can remember to encourage the remedy.

Balloons rising on a summer day.

Freedom baby,

let the mind go and flow.

Hannah Banana 

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